Im Not Over

I forgot to blog last night, so I am goingto do it right now since I am bored in school with nothing else to do :]

I started off the day argueing with my mom about absolutly nothing. I headed off to school in a tired mood and slothed around from class to class, occasionally sleeping when nothing interesting was going on.

I was off from work once again and planned on hanging out with either Steve or Jorden after school, but first I drove Sammy to work. He gave me gas money, paid for my parking that day and bought us a pizza to share so that was really cool of him. I called my dad to tell him that I wanted to go out and he said it was cool as long as I finished cleaning the bathroom and as long as my mom had nothing for me to do. No problem at all.

I got home and cleaned the bathroom along with taking out the garbage, getting both done around the time that my mom and dad came home. Cool shit, I can go out now right? WRONG...

My mom was still pissed at me about the fight in the morning and said I couldnt do anything. This caused a bigger fight and we were feuding even worse. Whn I tried getting my dad involved, he said that it makes sense that I can't go out considering how long it took me to clean the bathroom. This really made me mad.

I did what I was asked. I had nothing else to do. Why couldn't they just let me go out? After much screaming back and forth, I decided to just go downstairs. I sat on my computer very upset.

Even though I couldn't hang out with any friends, I still wanted to go outside. It was BEAUTIFUL out. I grabbed my skateboard and iPod and headed out front to my street.

I had little confidence that I would be able to do anything. I was pretty decent when I used to skate I guess, but it had been a whole year.

To my suprise, listening to some Carolina Liar and skating really calmed me down. I even managed to get some of my old stuff down again. I decided to go inside and apologize. Maybe I'll even start skating again more.

When I went inside my mom had woken up from a nap and said she was sorry. I said I was too, I mean we were both only stressed out from being late that morning. When I went downstairs, my phone was ringing. Sam was calling to tell me that she got her license and that her and Kayla were coming to pick me up. It was nice seeing them since I hadn't seen them in so long. After like 20 minutes, they dropped me back off.

When I came inside, my mom sent me out to go get some food. I came home, ate, and went to sleep.

I guess the day turned out pretty decent, but nothing too exciting..
At least its getting earmer out!

NADA

I'm starting to wonder if anyone even read these blogs. Even if no one does read them , I enjoy writing them to look back on.

Today was the most uneventful day I have had in a long time. I stayed home from schooland work due to an upset stomach. All I really did was watch TV, download music and play videogames.

I realize that I haven't been working a lot lately which is bad. I get my paycheck this wednesday and all of that money is going to be used when I go to Florida with my class the Sunday after I get my check. This is why Im worried, BUT hopefully I can manage to have around $250 for the trip.

Right after that, I decided that I am going to put every paycheck I get in the bank. Yes I do want to buy numerous musical instruments and clothes. But I want a new car. I love my van so much and appreciate my parents for giving it to me, but I need an actual CAR. I drive past a used car lot on my way home everyday and they have some really nice ones for $4,000-$5,000. Maybe towards the end of summer I will actually get one. If I can manage to save my money that is.

To whoever DOES read my blogs (if anyone) sorry that this one was so plain. I promis tomorrow will be more exciting.

Bamboozled

SO today was amazing.
Ima skip the boreing school stuff because that doesnt matter. WHAT DOES MATTER IS...

BAMBOOZLE 09!

I saw:
Mercy Mercedes
Never Shout Never
The Cab
Forever The Sickest Kids
and We The Kings

I talked to Kyle Burns again from FTSK and he remembered me from summer. S00per cool dude, gave me a juice box and signed my van :]

Met various memebers from all the other bands as well. Lisa was so nice and bought me a NSN poster, which Christofer Drews signed =]

I nearly got KILLED when a girl landed on my head during We The Kings. I went deaf for like two seconds and heard a crack in my head = But when I bent down I got a WTK pick =D

I chilled with a TON of people (Mike, Jorden, Mark, Big Steve, Lisa, and many others).
Basically was one of the best concert experiences ever. Plus I met a lot of cool people.

Im tired as shit so Im gonna go eat food and watch movies til I pass out.

w00t! <3

Just A Good Day

So today was back to school for everyone, no more spring break.
I was kinda worried about how it was going to go, but all in all it was pretty great.

I haven't seen Steve all of spring break and along with seeing him at school, we hung out together along with Jamie. I had a lot of fun, and it felt great to be seeing my best friend like normal again.

After school, Steve and I went to KFC for some food. We decided to go to McDonalds after to get a snack wrap. (Fat as hell, I know).

Anyways, when we are there this dude asks to use his phone. We hadnt ordered yet and were just chilling. The guy went on to say how he was stranded, and said thanks for letting him use our phone. He then mentioned that the McDonalds staff were unhappy that we did not order any food and we were "loitering".

This bitchy ass girl approaches us and says that we have to leave if we don't order anything.
I calmly stated that we had just came from KFC and we were waiting a little bit before we ordered more food. With a fucking attitude, she says that we should have waited at KFC because we were loitering.

This is RIDICULOUS. We come here ALL the time, spending much money and we are treated with this disrespect. This does not fly with me, and I begin to get snobbish.

Her manager (who had the crookedest teeth in existince) then approiached us saying that we had to leave immediantly. i said well ma'am, we would like two crispy, ranch snack wraps. She replies with a fat NO and waits for my response.

I showed her by storming out with "You just lost ourself a good four dollars of business lady". :]

To my suprise, the guy inside began to follow us out. I said come on bro, Ill give you a lift.

As Steve and I drove "Jorden" home, we learned much about him. He was a very strange guy, but he was incredibly polite and was pretty damn funny.

We then picked up Jamie and hung out at Steve's for a good three hours before actually returning her home. All this time, I was talking to Peter about buying his bass guitar, which I'm almost positive he agreed upon! =]]

After arriving home late and eating dinner with the fam. while watching Yes Man (GREAT fucking movie) I decided it was time for some internet convos, where I currently sit.

Maybe a cute girl will stir up an interesting convo?

Lets hope this great day comes to a great end ;]

The Flood

I woke up late again today...seven minutes before I had work. (Noon)
I jumped out of bed and put on deoderent/brushed my teeth, grabbing clothes on my way out the door. I sed down the freeway changing as I drove (DANGEROUS!)

I got there and work sucked as usual. I talked to my friends there and ate some food. Finally around 6:00 (long day huh?) I got to leave. I changed and headed out into the cold rain, which had been going on since I woke up this morning.

I decided that I would take the $30 I made in tips from the previous day to Southridge to buy some new gauges. When I got there, they were closed. Fuck..

I didn't mind too much, The Bamboozle Tour (We The Kings, Forever The Sickest Kids, Never SHour Never) is Tuesday, and I still need to buy my ticket. When I got home, I basically played Skate and downloaded music, along with chatting to a few people on Myspace.

A little later, I talked to Billy about numerous band things.

Now I am tired, and need to go to sleep. Sadly, Spring Break '09 has come to an end, although I cant complain because It was a lot of fun. School tomorrow will be easy and my birthday is in a week. Lets just hope the flood outside passes by sunrise.

I Love The Smell Of Rain

Who would of thought it was going to rain when they woke up this morning?
SERIOUSLY.

It was a good 75 degrees out at least this morning.
My mom woke me up early (10:00 am) to "clean up the yard", which basically consisted of cleaning up dog shit and picking up trash that somehow got behind our deck. I didnt mind it too much, it was a lot worse when I had five dogs. (I only have two now).

Afterwards, I drove to my Grandma's house to see my uncle. Tried to buy a car, but my unc;e is crazy in the brain and wouldn't lower the price for his dear ol' nephew.

Fuck it.

I had planned on going to a b-day party (which I heard was filled with drama), but instead had to work when the ass who was supposed to cover my shift changed his mind at the last minute.

Work was murder. We were busy all night and my back is still killing me from the 1000 lb bus bin I lug around.

I drove Sammy home once again around 10:00ish, a usual thing. We share a lot of funny conversations :]

I finally got home not too long ago. I am exhausted.

When I was talking to Billy on AIM, he said how he really wanted a girl friend, and thats made me realize how badly I want one.

Like, prom is coming up soon and I feel shitty as hell because I have no one to take.
I wish I had a cute, funny outgoing girl who liked me. But i dont know why that hasn't happened yet.

If you know me on any personal level at all, you know how many times I have been screwed over. Is it me? Or are the girls all just skanky, bitchy whores?

The world may never know...

Waking Up Cold On A Warm Day

So I toss and turn throug out the night because I was too stupid to say yes when Jorden offered me a blanket. Around 8:00 am when I woke up for the fourth time, I decided it best to lean over the giant snoring behemoth. I got semi cozy and drifted back to sleep.

When I woke up not too long after (around 11:30) Jorden was on the computer and Alex (Jorden's 16 year old brother) was standing over me. We all sort of sat around just listening to music, telling Alex that he would look br00tal as hell if he started to wear metal band tee-shirts (He already has a full beard).

We are all hungry so we stop at my house where I can get changed, and proceed to Southridge. First things first, we went to Hot Topic to find Alex a decent shirt.

LUCKILY, they had a Winds Of Plague one for like $8.00. NOICE!

Then we each got some China Max.
Very filling.

Having eaten our weight in Chinese food, we went to starship to look at gauges and tattoos.

There are these three lame, gay kids looking at bongs and pipes. On the way out, they are backing out and ram into the huge trailer that is outside of Starship.

I felt that It was my duty to proceed down the road after them to alert them that they had mangled their license plate in the backing-into-the-trailer incident. They rolled down their windows and were like "HUH?", looking at me as though I'm a fucking idiot.

For the record, It was absolutly beautiful out today. I tried getting off of work today for two main reasons.
1. It was really nice out. B-E-A-U-T-I-FUCKING-F-U-L.
2. Greg Michaels (Head honcho manager guy) was coming into work.

I called Tim, a great guy who usually picks up my shifts, but he was at his other job. I called Amanda, a strange girl who is rarely there. Didnt cover it. My last resort was Chris. He too let me down.

I dropped off my friends, and headed sadly to work.

To make it short and simple (unlike the rest of this blog) work sucked bawlz and I didnt get out until way later at night (around 9:00). I was going to head out to meet up with Jorden and some other people when Sammy told me he would buy me a steak dinner if I were to take him home.
This was an offer I could NOT refuse.

Getting him home took a while as we drover around. I didnt even get to Peters house to meet up with everyone until 11:00ish. When everyone left, Jorden asks for a ride.
I make my way back to Jordens house and race home, arriving at MIDNIGHT. Dad aint too happy.

Now I sit downstairs, as usual doing nothing. I have great hopes for tomorrow, as there are some plans.

As for today......my back is killing me.

Today was strange.

I woke up extremely late once again. I began downloading things immediatly as usual, still stoked about my new iPod. Burning The Masses is always great.

Today (April 16th) happened to Alex Kase's 17th birthday. Me and her have known each other a long time and have gone through many different phases with each other. I love her to death though. I told her we were going to hang out. On the way to her house, I stopped to get her a case of rootbeer and a card. Im pretty sure she loved it. We proceeded to Taco Bell and began catching up. I realized how much I missed her when I was later dropping her off, and I really hope I get to see her more.

She doesnt even live that far.

I went to work at 4:00. It wasn't a bad day really. Our district manager guy is coming into work tomorrow (HUGE DOUCHE FAG) so our manager basically made us clean EVERYTHING. I pretty much got the best job ever. Walk around outside on this beautiful 70 degree day and pick up trash.

It was great.

Wall-E calls me in the middle and asks me to hang out. (around 8:00)
Im like sure bro what're we gonna do.

He goes on to to tell me how Mack (one of my best friends) is having a bonfire and all of SBS (Saved By Stero) is there, plus more.

WOW...

When I actually ask Mack about it, he goes on to say "Oh dude totally come."

This is going to be awkward.

They are pissed because I'm not as supportive and I was talking "shit" about their style, saying how they just want to be famous and sell-out.

I did say all that.....But in different context.
I was venting because they did not call me once all week of spring break.

Yes, they HAVE been getting up early to go to the studio and what not, but they get off around 5:00. Theres no reason my BEST FRIENDS cant call me. And its not just now, i have felt this way for quite a while anyways. I have fallen out of the group. I feel like shit and want to cry, things arent they way they used to be at all. Half of them hate me. Understandable.

But not really.

We did some crazy shit which I wont mention, but its whatevv.
I guess we will see what happens with that.

Now Im with Jorden. Im somewhere where I like to be and feel comfortable. We will probably leave for Denny's later just to chill.

Im hopeing everything goes for the best.

I hate feeling sad and pissed at the same time. Bad combo.

Please excuse any typos from the last blog, s00per tired.

Here Is The Lowdown

I have so much to say, and even though you may see me usually speaking my mind, I dont say everything.

Basically Im going to try to write in this everyday. Judge me if you will, I dont care.

Im in the middle of spring break and I couldn't be having more fun. Besides the fact that I work everyday (which isnt even that bad) I've been chilling with people everyday. The funny thing is, they aren't the usual people that you would see me with.

I woke up (around 1:00) and cashed my check and bought myself a fancy 120gb iPod. Been waiting forever for this. SO ecstatic, the cashier was smiling at how happy I was. I went home and added all my songs and videos to it right away, which made me late for work AS USUAL. Boreing ass day there, but Sammy gave me a few good laughs. I think I made like $15 in tips. Shitty..

After work (around 8:00) I proceeded to Chelsea's house to meet up with her and Jorden. I really needed that. I haven't hung out with Chelsea in forever, especially where we just walked around and talked. It reminded me a lot of how we used to hang out. Im hoping we hang out more like that. I took Jorden home around 11:00. We've been chilling non-stop all break and I'm glad. Definately one of my best bros.

Now Im sitting here bored off my ass. People dont really talk to me on Myspace anymore, I really cant tell if thats a good thing or a bad thing. At least this sort of occupies my time. Xbox got boreing after a while =/

Im hoping tomorrow is going to be as good as the past few days have been. The only thing I wish is that I had was more money, but that doesn't even ruin the great times I've been having.

Maybe if I wasn't so tired I'd right a whole page telling you about myself. Fuck that for now.