The immaturity level of some people just fascinates me. Don't get me wrong, I mess around like its nobody's business. Some people just disturb others for no reason what so ever and I find it ridiculous.
Without giving out any names specifically, I will give a grand example.
If you are no longer friends with someone ( no matter how ludicrous the reasons may be), wouldn't it be logical to sever any contact that you have with that person? I know that I wouldnt want to even think of anyone like that, let alone direct things at them.
This has been occuring a lot lately over the website Twitter. My friend will post one thing, and someone else will make a negative, ignorant comment towards them. This person used to be your friend, one of your best friends at that. Do people not even have the decency to leave things alone? I guess not.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Sunrise
Well, its been quite a while since I have written anything, so Im going to try and get a lot off my chest.
I have a new sense of maturity, like I realize now that I have to start getting things done so that I can progress in life and ensure that I have a good future.
Every year of high school I have had numerous chances and opportunities. I basically wasted all of them by skipping class or sleeping, basically just slacking off. Every year my parents harassed me, and it makes me feel shitty because (not to sound cocky at all), I know Im really intelligent. I could be getting staight A's, a 4.0 grade point average, yet I was always lazy and never really realized at how important school was. Now that has all changed.
Last year I was kicked out of my school for not having enough credits to go to MATC. You see, at my old high school, instead of going to your senior year to take part in regular classes, you go to MATC to take college level classes so that when you graduate you get college credit, as well as your high school diploma. I didn't actually fail, I just didn't qualify to go to MATC, so they gave me the boot.
My parents were obviously furious that I threw away such an amazing opportunity, so they decided that they were going to pick the next school that I went to. They decided on Bay View High, which is close to my house, in the beautiful Bay View area. However the population of the school consists of over 85% black people. Obviously, I won't be making too many new friends.
Im really greatful for this actually, because now I actually do my work and Im getting everything done to the best of my ability, which is nearly perfect. I've also decided finally after much debate what I would like to go to college for. I have always tried to make one of my hobbies a future job. Skateboarding, drawing, acting and music. I never have had the discipline to stick with any of these things though. I have always been happiest when Im writing.
Writing for me is the easiest subject in school and its something Im really good at, not to mention I love to write and just spew my thoughts. Im very opinionated and very creative so this is the perfect median for me to express myself, plus make a good living. I plan on attending college as a journalism major, later to hopefully become a writer for a magazine or website. I may even try to find a job in entertainment, writing for television or movies.
I guess Im just really happy that things are falling in place for me, as well as the majority of my friends. A few people I know seem to be stuck, not going to college or finding a better job. For a while I really thought I would end up like that, but now I see my future much brighter and clearer. I actually have something to work towards.
I've been busy as a bee, but the sense that Im working hard and that its going to pay off is outstanding. Theres no better feeling.
I have a new sense of maturity, like I realize now that I have to start getting things done so that I can progress in life and ensure that I have a good future.
Every year of high school I have had numerous chances and opportunities. I basically wasted all of them by skipping class or sleeping, basically just slacking off. Every year my parents harassed me, and it makes me feel shitty because (not to sound cocky at all), I know Im really intelligent. I could be getting staight A's, a 4.0 grade point average, yet I was always lazy and never really realized at how important school was. Now that has all changed.
Last year I was kicked out of my school for not having enough credits to go to MATC. You see, at my old high school, instead of going to your senior year to take part in regular classes, you go to MATC to take college level classes so that when you graduate you get college credit, as well as your high school diploma. I didn't actually fail, I just didn't qualify to go to MATC, so they gave me the boot.
My parents were obviously furious that I threw away such an amazing opportunity, so they decided that they were going to pick the next school that I went to. They decided on Bay View High, which is close to my house, in the beautiful Bay View area. However the population of the school consists of over 85% black people. Obviously, I won't be making too many new friends.
Im really greatful for this actually, because now I actually do my work and Im getting everything done to the best of my ability, which is nearly perfect. I've also decided finally after much debate what I would like to go to college for. I have always tried to make one of my hobbies a future job. Skateboarding, drawing, acting and music. I never have had the discipline to stick with any of these things though. I have always been happiest when Im writing.
Writing for me is the easiest subject in school and its something Im really good at, not to mention I love to write and just spew my thoughts. Im very opinionated and very creative so this is the perfect median for me to express myself, plus make a good living. I plan on attending college as a journalism major, later to hopefully become a writer for a magazine or website. I may even try to find a job in entertainment, writing for television or movies.
I guess Im just really happy that things are falling in place for me, as well as the majority of my friends. A few people I know seem to be stuck, not going to college or finding a better job. For a while I really thought I would end up like that, but now I see my future much brighter and clearer. I actually have something to work towards.
I've been busy as a bee, but the sense that Im working hard and that its going to pay off is outstanding. Theres no better feeling.
Monday, August 17, 2009
Rambling
So for the entire time span that I have liked Owl City, there has never been a Wikipedia page for him. I always would search for him but I never had any results. Ever since Ocean Eyes came out he has gotten much more popular, where basically everyone knows who he is, but of course barely any of the people who have heard of him know any of his songs, besides the singles. It doesn't make me as annoyed as It used to, mainly because Im happy because hes becoming successful for himself. His music has really made me a much more positive and optimistic person. I decided a while ago that I wanted to get a tattoo, but I couldn't decide what I want until recently when I had an amazing idea. Its going to be on my forearm, opposite of my elbow. Its going to be a skyline with an owl in flight in front of the skyscrapers. Im ecstatic about this idea, and would really like someone to sketch it up for me.
Even though I have this tattoo and a few others in mind that I really want, its going to be a while before I can get them. Everyone has always told me that the last year of waiting to be 18 goes by fast. I've never really been excited about being 18, like it was never that big of a thing until now. I've just been thinking about how much everything is going to change for everyone. I know that Steve and Jorden will be there, but Im not sure who else. Everyone has different paths planned out depending on their talents and skills. Thats another thing that makes me worried, the fact that I can't decide what to do with my life. I used to have so many ideas and thoughts but I feel like I gave up with everything too early. A lot of people don't realize that I used to want to be an actor, an artist and a guitar player. I was actually going somewhere with acting and art but I just kind of gave up and I hate it. How come every time I have something going for me I get scared and give up?
Even though I have this tattoo and a few others in mind that I really want, its going to be a while before I can get them. Everyone has always told me that the last year of waiting to be 18 goes by fast. I've never really been excited about being 18, like it was never that big of a thing until now. I've just been thinking about how much everything is going to change for everyone. I know that Steve and Jorden will be there, but Im not sure who else. Everyone has different paths planned out depending on their talents and skills. Thats another thing that makes me worried, the fact that I can't decide what to do with my life. I used to have so many ideas and thoughts but I feel like I gave up with everything too early. A lot of people don't realize that I used to want to be an actor, an artist and a guitar player. I was actually going somewhere with acting and art but I just kind of gave up and I hate it. How come every time I have something going for me I get scared and give up?
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Rational Thinking
So its been about a month since I have actually written anything. Once again, I wanted to write more but I was so busy with life that I couldn't really find any time, either that or I wasn't in the mood. Lets catch up, shall we?
I finally finished summer school, passed with an A and a B. Im getting my motivation back and I can see me doing well this year. Im not stressing about school starting, although no one really is. I have been sleeping over a lot at peoples houses and enjoying the occasional party, with more happening than usual.
A lot of changes have been happening though with my friends. They aren't necessarily BAD changes, but they aren't the best. I have been hanging out with different people than I usually do a lot latlely and I like it a lot. Steve and Jorden are still my main men and I love them, but I feel distant from other people like Mack and Sammy. I dont know why Mack and I haven't been speaking and I already bitch to Sammy countless times that he needs to remember that Alex isn't his only friend. Altogether, I have who I need and I am quite satisfied with the adventures that lie ahead.
I finally finished summer school, passed with an A and a B. Im getting my motivation back and I can see me doing well this year. Im not stressing about school starting, although no one really is. I have been sleeping over a lot at peoples houses and enjoying the occasional party, with more happening than usual.
A lot of changes have been happening though with my friends. They aren't necessarily BAD changes, but they aren't the best. I have been hanging out with different people than I usually do a lot latlely and I like it a lot. Steve and Jorden are still my main men and I love them, but I feel distant from other people like Mack and Sammy. I dont know why Mack and I haven't been speaking and I already bitch to Sammy countless times that he needs to remember that Alex isn't his only friend. Altogether, I have who I need and I am quite satisfied with the adventures that lie ahead.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
If My Heart Was A House, Then You Would Be Home
Despite it really being almost halfway over, Its finally starting to feel like summer.
The care free days are starting and summer school will be over soon. All of my friends are on tour, but they come back tomorrow. I couldnt be more excited to see them all again and share stories, as well as listen to their's from the road. Even though they have been gone, I love that I am spending so much time with Jorden. His friends Nick and Anna are a lot cooler than I thought and I really want to get to know them a lot better. Im also re-kindling my friendship with Chelsea Kaiser and other people such as Linda. Harrison is awesome as well :]
I drove to Madison yesterday to see a metal show, which consisted of August Burns Red, iwrestledabearonce, Enter Shakiri and Bless The Fall. I saw Bless The Fall onced before, and I wasnt too impressed by them. Hearing Enter Shakiri for the first time was amazng, they are so good. Of course, August Burns Red and iwrestledabearonce were amazing and it felt good to be listening to metal again. I even threw down a little bit. On the way there, we met two kids named Tatum and Harry who were really cool.
Speaking of music, I have fallen even more in love with Owl City. Their new album Ocean Eyes along with a music video came out a few days ago. The synth lines and melodies make me want to float away, in search of a girl that matches the lyrics. Yes, still single. Still lonely... But I ramin hopeful and optimistic as always, because that is quite possibly the best way to live life in my opinion. Live in the moment, and stay positive.
I also started talking to Janet a lot through texting and myspace and today we actually sat and talked. I wish I would have gotten to know her better sooner. We have so much in common and get along so well. Shes positive and actually listens, and I feel like I can help her with her problems. Im always happy to have great new friends like that.
The care free days are starting and summer school will be over soon. All of my friends are on tour, but they come back tomorrow. I couldnt be more excited to see them all again and share stories, as well as listen to their's from the road. Even though they have been gone, I love that I am spending so much time with Jorden. His friends Nick and Anna are a lot cooler than I thought and I really want to get to know them a lot better. Im also re-kindling my friendship with Chelsea Kaiser and other people such as Linda. Harrison is awesome as well :]
I drove to Madison yesterday to see a metal show, which consisted of August Burns Red, iwrestledabearonce, Enter Shakiri and Bless The Fall. I saw Bless The Fall onced before, and I wasnt too impressed by them. Hearing Enter Shakiri for the first time was amazng, they are so good. Of course, August Burns Red and iwrestledabearonce were amazing and it felt good to be listening to metal again. I even threw down a little bit. On the way there, we met two kids named Tatum and Harry who were really cool.
Speaking of music, I have fallen even more in love with Owl City. Their new album Ocean Eyes along with a music video came out a few days ago. The synth lines and melodies make me want to float away, in search of a girl that matches the lyrics. Yes, still single. Still lonely... But I ramin hopeful and optimistic as always, because that is quite possibly the best way to live life in my opinion. Live in the moment, and stay positive.
I also started talking to Janet a lot through texting and myspace and today we actually sat and talked. I wish I would have gotten to know her better sooner. We have so much in common and get along so well. Shes positive and actually listens, and I feel like I can help her with her problems. Im always happy to have great new friends like that.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Living The Dream 8)
I <3 music more than anything on this planet. I really wanna learn how to play synth and get good at using programs. I have always loved metal and rock music, but Im listening to so much electronic music and mainly pop punk bands that use synth (FTSK, Motion City Soundtrack). It is seriously becoming my favorite type of music, especially considering how much I love Owl City. I have a lot of ideas in my head, its just I have no way to write them musically because I haven't learned that skill yet. Im hoping by next summer everything falls into place with what I want.
Ive been running a lot lately and actually eating a little bit healthier than usual.Im back to weighing less than 200 pounds again, which makes me happy. Im ok with going to Bay View despite how alone I will be, because I will be running cross country with MHSA, which many of my close friends are on. Im excited to become healthy!
Another amazing thing happened mainly today. Saved By Stereo went out of state for the first time, and I got to go along. Im supposed to go for the whole tour, but I have summer school. I had a lot of fun and I think they all really like how I do eveything. The setuip today looked really badass, we sold $100 worth of merch, made some friends and of course, the show was amazing. Probably on e of the best sounding shows they have done (except the vocals could have been a teency bit louder). Mack also did good, despite how bad he thinks he did.
I cant wait until August when summer school is over so I can go on their second tour.
Ive been running a lot lately and actually eating a little bit healthier than usual.Im back to weighing less than 200 pounds again, which makes me happy. Im ok with going to Bay View despite how alone I will be, because I will be running cross country with MHSA, which many of my close friends are on. Im excited to become healthy!
Another amazing thing happened mainly today. Saved By Stereo went out of state for the first time, and I got to go along. Im supposed to go for the whole tour, but I have summer school. I had a lot of fun and I think they all really like how I do eveything. The setuip today looked really badass, we sold $100 worth of merch, made some friends and of course, the show was amazing. Probably on e of the best sounding shows they have done (except the vocals could have been a teency bit louder). Mack also did good, despite how bad he thinks he did.
I cant wait until August when summer school is over so I can go on their second tour.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Bring In The Tides
Summer school is about half way done, and I couldn't be happier. Despite the fact that I need to wake up everyday early for it and miss out on certain things ( like go on tour with SBS), I gotta say Im pretty proud of myself. I always knew I could do good, I was just in a small lazy rut that I couldn't get out of. But none the less, Im doing great and Im happy. I dont even mind going to Bay View next year. I think Im going to join their cross country team, thats someting that I have always wanted to do.
Speaking of which, I really want to start running. It would help me get prepared for it and I would be a lot healthier/skinnier.
I like how much I have been seeing my friends this summer. I feel like Im getting really close with people that I have lost touch with, along with making tons of new friends and making the bonds of my current ones even stronger. The only thing that I wish would be better is that we all could party more and go to more far away places. Theres still two months of summer left, so we shall see.
In other news, I enjoy doing things on a whim, Ive always been this way. So saying yes to a girl I barely know asking me out seemed logical in my opinion. Why not? Its summer.
More tomorrow, Im sleepy.
P.S. I think it would be cool to make a long blog about all the people I care about. I will be doing that soon.
Speaking of which, I really want to start running. It would help me get prepared for it and I would be a lot healthier/skinnier.
I like how much I have been seeing my friends this summer. I feel like Im getting really close with people that I have lost touch with, along with making tons of new friends and making the bonds of my current ones even stronger. The only thing that I wish would be better is that we all could party more and go to more far away places. Theres still two months of summer left, so we shall see.
In other news, I enjoy doing things on a whim, Ive always been this way. So saying yes to a girl I barely know asking me out seemed logical in my opinion. Why not? Its summer.
More tomorrow, Im sleepy.
P.S. I think it would be cool to make a long blog about all the people I care about. I will be doing that soon.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Butterflies
Butterflies are beautiful and free, and this is how my life is becoming.
My life has been grand for the most part lately, and I am quite happy to say that I am becoming more accepting and chill with things with each passing day. I enjoy little things and get less frustrated with things and when I do become angry I feel bad right away and apologize. This has been happening mostly with my brother, and I really shouldnt be so angry with him. He has a hard enough time with everything as it is and he needs to know that I really do love him and care about him. I have also gotten increasingly close with my mom and dad, which makes me happy.
In other news, I recently got a $600 Honda Spree moped from my mom. So amazing, and great. It has already saved me money which I already dont have which is a large help. I also got out of debt with my parents and with everything else and my parents finally sold my grandmas house so they are in an increasingly better mood each day.
Hell, I dont even mind waking up for summer school each and everyday. Im smart so its extremely easy, and I feel good helping people who dont actually know as much as me. My english teacher even said "You read well and you exceed my standards as to how much everyone should write on their assignments. You are so smart, how did you fail?". Im actually trying really hard to get evereything the way it should be, to make everything normal again.
As for seeing my friends, I see each and every one of them almost every day despite how much I go to school and work. I feel loved by them even more, and I find more and more people liking me than I even imagined they did. I've always had such bad self esteem issues and if only they could know how great it is for me to feel accepted and liked/loved as much as I am. I never want to lose any of them.
Finally, probably the best thing that has happened in this past month was when I saw Owl City perform at Summerfest. As mostly everyone knows, they are my favorite music group. They make me look at life a completely different way and make me happy to be alive. To make me want to continue living everyday to the fullest. Not only did I get to finally see them live after six months of waiting, but my friends ACTUALLY managed to get backstage passes. I literally began to tear up when I was watching them play from the side of the stage. Not to mention, Adam Young is probably the kindest, most simplistic human being I have ever met.
Im just so happy, I cant believe it. The only thing missing from this string of enjoyment is a girl. I still am in search of an amazing girl who I can sweep off their feet. Who I can make as happy as I am. Maybe my luck will continue and my happiness will mbe complete. :]
My life has been grand for the most part lately, and I am quite happy to say that I am becoming more accepting and chill with things with each passing day. I enjoy little things and get less frustrated with things and when I do become angry I feel bad right away and apologize. This has been happening mostly with my brother, and I really shouldnt be so angry with him. He has a hard enough time with everything as it is and he needs to know that I really do love him and care about him. I have also gotten increasingly close with my mom and dad, which makes me happy.
In other news, I recently got a $600 Honda Spree moped from my mom. So amazing, and great. It has already saved me money which I already dont have which is a large help. I also got out of debt with my parents and with everything else and my parents finally sold my grandmas house so they are in an increasingly better mood each day.
Hell, I dont even mind waking up for summer school each and everyday. Im smart so its extremely easy, and I feel good helping people who dont actually know as much as me. My english teacher even said "You read well and you exceed my standards as to how much everyone should write on their assignments. You are so smart, how did you fail?". Im actually trying really hard to get evereything the way it should be, to make everything normal again.
As for seeing my friends, I see each and every one of them almost every day despite how much I go to school and work. I feel loved by them even more, and I find more and more people liking me than I even imagined they did. I've always had such bad self esteem issues and if only they could know how great it is for me to feel accepted and liked/loved as much as I am. I never want to lose any of them.
Finally, probably the best thing that has happened in this past month was when I saw Owl City perform at Summerfest. As mostly everyone knows, they are my favorite music group. They make me look at life a completely different way and make me happy to be alive. To make me want to continue living everyday to the fullest. Not only did I get to finally see them live after six months of waiting, but my friends ACTUALLY managed to get backstage passes. I literally began to tear up when I was watching them play from the side of the stage. Not to mention, Adam Young is probably the kindest, most simplistic human being I have ever met.
Im just so happy, I cant believe it. The only thing missing from this string of enjoyment is a girl. I still am in search of an amazing girl who I can sweep off their feet. Who I can make as happy as I am. Maybe my luck will continue and my happiness will mbe complete. :]
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Recovery
The past week has been pretty hard on me, but things have actually been getting a lot better.
Some of the bad things include girls, my window being randomly smashed and not having money, but I have been optimistic and things have been working out great.
We sold my grandma's house (who lives with me because of having dementia) which gave my family a bunch of money since we put so much work into everything. My mom was amazingly nice and decided to pay for my window and car repairs which came up to about $250. She also said she would pay me back the money that I used for prom which is $200 although I owe them about $100. Also, the other day she bought me a Honda Spree (moped) which cost $600 and I will be getting it on Wednesday. I just have to slowly pay her back.
So all my money problems are solved, at least for now.
I have been hanging out with all of my friends more than I ever have before and it has been great. Not to mention I have more confidence than ever when it comes to girls.
Even though it has been hard, I constantly told myself to be optimistic which worked even better than I could EVER imagine. Im becoming more and more happy with each passing day.
Lets hope this continues!
Some of the bad things include girls, my window being randomly smashed and not having money, but I have been optimistic and things have been working out great.
We sold my grandma's house (who lives with me because of having dementia) which gave my family a bunch of money since we put so much work into everything. My mom was amazingly nice and decided to pay for my window and car repairs which came up to about $250. She also said she would pay me back the money that I used for prom which is $200 although I owe them about $100. Also, the other day she bought me a Honda Spree (moped) which cost $600 and I will be getting it on Wednesday. I just have to slowly pay her back.
So all my money problems are solved, at least for now.
I have been hanging out with all of my friends more than I ever have before and it has been great. Not to mention I have more confidence than ever when it comes to girls.
Even though it has been hard, I constantly told myself to be optimistic which worked even better than I could EVER imagine. Im becoming more and more happy with each passing day.
Lets hope this continues!
Monday, June 8, 2009
100 Facts
Despite the fact that the school year is about to be over, I still cant pay attention or do any of my work. Since I am so bored and I have 45 minutes left of class, I am going to share 100 random facts about me.
1. My full name is James Walter Suchorski.
2. My throat hurts when I swallow and I dont know why.
3. I drive wrecklessly.
4. I get bored really easily.
5. I crack my knuckles constantly.
6. I usually wear the same pair of jeans for days and days.
7. When I eat, I usually eat a lot more then I really need to.
8. I have really bad sinus problems.
9. I loose things easily.
10. I never get enough sleep.
11. Im smart enough to get a 4.0, but Im really lazy and I never apply myself.
12. I make random faces/noises at people and I dont know why.
13. I have no clue what I want to be when Im older.
14. I have a huge desire to have some sort of musical talent.
15. I really want to be in a band.
16. Sometimes I think about joining the Army or Marines.
17. Im republican.
18. Im atheist.
19. I think abortion is a crime no matter what the situation is.
20. I hate animal abuse.
21. I used to be really into theater.
22. I've honestly never smoked weed or done any drug.
23. I'm still a virgin.
24. I have only had one seriouse relationship.
25. I get lonely a lot.
26. I'm depressed a lot of the time.
27. I get annoyed easily.
28. My friends get on my nerves a lot for the smalles reasons.
29. I almost always am carrying something to drink with me.
30. The movie Superbad is the story of my life.
31. Im really neurotic.
32. I change my mind about everything.
33. Im very confident.
34. I can easily put people in their place.
35. I always get people back.
36. Im very protective over my family, friends and belongings.
37. I love going to shows.
38. I miss having gauges.
39. I always fall for people right away.
40. I flirt a lot.
41. I have a space van.
42. I like throwing things at people.
43. I usually take things to far.
44. Theres always something that hurts on my body.
45. Im pretty clumsy sometimes.
46. I like videogames.
47. I hate when I text a lot of people and no one replies.
48. I just started useing Twitter, and I like it a lot.
49. I hate when people dont blog or update me on what they're doing/have been up to.
50. I really like partying.
51. Owl City is my favorite band.
52. A Day To Remember is a close second.
53. I literally listen to everything.
54. I hate douche bag guys at parties.
55. I wish I had enough money to shop at Abercrombie & Fitch.
56. All my time in high school so far has been wasted.
57. I love eating at Taco Bell, Subway and Outback Steakhouse.
58. Oh yeah, cant forget B-Dubzz.
59. I love my group of friends.
60. Im happy summer is 3 days away.
61. I most likely will spend over $300 on shows by the end of this year.
62. I want a sexy small car for summer.
63. I want to go swimming right now.
64. I have a large stuffed animal collection.
65. I wish I could carry around a boom box and blast music wherever I go.
66. I like playing with airsoft guns.
67. I like to wrestle and play fight with my friends.
68. I get really competitive.
69. I have worked at Outback Steakhouse for over a year now.
70. I have ten minutes to finish this.
71. I hate not getting my way.
72. I talk back a lot.
73. I dont take shit from people.
74. I cry.
75. I love Mexican food.
76. My favorite color is purple.
77. I want to go to Christmas Mountain for 10 days.
78. I can't wait for the drive-in.
79. I miss Florida.
80. I love my dogs.
81. I miss my other dogs.
82. I dont want to go to Bay View High School next year.
83. I really want to go to South Milwaukee High School next year.
84. I plan on going to college.
85. I plan on getting married.
86. Part of me thinks one way or another I'll be famous one day.
87. Im the most outgoing person that you will ever meet in your life.
88. I judge people.
89. Im very emotional.
90. I like to make people laugh.
91. I pull pranks on people a lot.
92. I like to talk a lot and tell stories.
93. I have too many stories to even count.
94. I wish I was good at skateboarding.
95. Sometimes I wish I worked somewhere else.
96. I really need money.
97. I get jealous easily.
98. I have little or no fear.
99. I have trouble believing people sometimes.
100. Im pretty sure you will either love me or hate me.
I got all that down, and I still have about three minutes to spare. Im so bored it is unbelievable. I will probably make another list like this soon.
1. My full name is James Walter Suchorski.
2. My throat hurts when I swallow and I dont know why.
3. I drive wrecklessly.
4. I get bored really easily.
5. I crack my knuckles constantly.
6. I usually wear the same pair of jeans for days and days.
7. When I eat, I usually eat a lot more then I really need to.
8. I have really bad sinus problems.
9. I loose things easily.
10. I never get enough sleep.
11. Im smart enough to get a 4.0, but Im really lazy and I never apply myself.
12. I make random faces/noises at people and I dont know why.
13. I have no clue what I want to be when Im older.
14. I have a huge desire to have some sort of musical talent.
15. I really want to be in a band.
16. Sometimes I think about joining the Army or Marines.
17. Im republican.
18. Im atheist.
19. I think abortion is a crime no matter what the situation is.
20. I hate animal abuse.
21. I used to be really into theater.
22. I've honestly never smoked weed or done any drug.
23. I'm still a virgin.
24. I have only had one seriouse relationship.
25. I get lonely a lot.
26. I'm depressed a lot of the time.
27. I get annoyed easily.
28. My friends get on my nerves a lot for the smalles reasons.
29. I almost always am carrying something to drink with me.
30. The movie Superbad is the story of my life.
31. Im really neurotic.
32. I change my mind about everything.
33. Im very confident.
34. I can easily put people in their place.
35. I always get people back.
36. Im very protective over my family, friends and belongings.
37. I love going to shows.
38. I miss having gauges.
39. I always fall for people right away.
40. I flirt a lot.
41. I have a space van.
42. I like throwing things at people.
43. I usually take things to far.
44. Theres always something that hurts on my body.
45. Im pretty clumsy sometimes.
46. I like videogames.
47. I hate when I text a lot of people and no one replies.
48. I just started useing Twitter, and I like it a lot.
49. I hate when people dont blog or update me on what they're doing/have been up to.
50. I really like partying.
51. Owl City is my favorite band.
52. A Day To Remember is a close second.
53. I literally listen to everything.
54. I hate douche bag guys at parties.
55. I wish I had enough money to shop at Abercrombie & Fitch.
56. All my time in high school so far has been wasted.
57. I love eating at Taco Bell, Subway and Outback Steakhouse.
58. Oh yeah, cant forget B-Dubzz.
59. I love my group of friends.
60. Im happy summer is 3 days away.
61. I most likely will spend over $300 on shows by the end of this year.
62. I want a sexy small car for summer.
63. I want to go swimming right now.
64. I have a large stuffed animal collection.
65. I wish I could carry around a boom box and blast music wherever I go.
66. I like playing with airsoft guns.
67. I like to wrestle and play fight with my friends.
68. I get really competitive.
69. I have worked at Outback Steakhouse for over a year now.
70. I have ten minutes to finish this.
71. I hate not getting my way.
72. I talk back a lot.
73. I dont take shit from people.
74. I cry.
75. I love Mexican food.
76. My favorite color is purple.
77. I want to go to Christmas Mountain for 10 days.
78. I can't wait for the drive-in.
79. I miss Florida.
80. I love my dogs.
81. I miss my other dogs.
82. I dont want to go to Bay View High School next year.
83. I really want to go to South Milwaukee High School next year.
84. I plan on going to college.
85. I plan on getting married.
86. Part of me thinks one way or another I'll be famous one day.
87. Im the most outgoing person that you will ever meet in your life.
88. I judge people.
89. Im very emotional.
90. I like to make people laugh.
91. I pull pranks on people a lot.
92. I like to talk a lot and tell stories.
93. I have too many stories to even count.
94. I wish I was good at skateboarding.
95. Sometimes I wish I worked somewhere else.
96. I really need money.
97. I get jealous easily.
98. I have little or no fear.
99. I have trouble believing people sometimes.
100. Im pretty sure you will either love me or hate me.
I got all that down, and I still have about three minutes to spare. Im so bored it is unbelievable. I will probably make another list like this soon.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Upz and Downz
I've been pretty back and forth with everything lately.
Happy then sad, constantly back and forth not knowing how I really end up feeling. Here is just a list of some things that have been troubling me lately:
-I lost my iPod
-Failing school
-No money at all
-Girls being bitchy/skanky/shady etc..
-Car troubles
-No phone/texting
-Possibly not being a part of Mack to the Future (MTTF)
-Having no internet due to the fact that its wireless and I lost the disc to download the software in order for it to work.
Although these things aren't really that major by themselves, pile them up and life can get pretty damn frustrating. The reason for having no money is due to a few different reasons. Lets look at this closer.
I need about $100 to pay for my phone and car insurance each month. I owe my dad around $50 for different miscellanious things. I also need about $130 to fix my car. Finally, I need around $200 to pay my parents back for prom. Altogether, thats about $480.
Now my parents told me as long as I gave them lots of prom pictures, they would pay me back for prom. I figured that I just wouldnt give them anything and we would call it even. That leaves $280. My past paycheck from last week was $237. I figured I would just give my dad that to pay for the car insurance, my phone bill and some of what I owe him. This would leave me only having to pay him back $43.
Cool right? Wrong.
Apparently they need money for bills, so my whole check went to paying for prom because I technically borrowed that money and they need it back. The other $37 went to paying back some of what I owe my dad. So I end up with no phone and my car is still broken.
When I try to re-install the software on my computer because I re-booted it (due to a virus) weeks earlier, I can not find the disc. A day after that, I loose my iPod. All the while I am having problems with girls (which is much too long to get into) and Im failing school.
The only thing I really was happy about was that I was in MTTF, playing synth and handeling the laptop during live performances. Mack wrote EVERYTHING, which sounds great and gets me excited. However, a couple days ago Mack said he was unsure if synth sounded right. So I end up with NOTHING.
A solution to all of this? There is one suprisingly.
I get my next paycheck next wednesday, which should be enough for my phone, car repairs and to pay back the rest of what i owe my dad. If my grandmas hosue sells in that week, I also get the $200 from the prom. Within that week, If I clean my room I should hopefully find the internet disc and my iPod. Mack said we can keep practicing and play a few shows to see how the synth works out. Maybe by then, I will work out all of my girl issues.
The reason for this long, descriptive blog is due to shortened classes at school, and Im eagerly waiting for the final bell to ring so I can go to B-dubz with Steve and Sammy.
Sorry if I bored you.
Happy then sad, constantly back and forth not knowing how I really end up feeling. Here is just a list of some things that have been troubling me lately:
-I lost my iPod
-Failing school
-No money at all
-Girls being bitchy/skanky/shady etc..
-Car troubles
-No phone/texting
-Possibly not being a part of Mack to the Future (MTTF)
-Having no internet due to the fact that its wireless and I lost the disc to download the software in order for it to work.
Although these things aren't really that major by themselves, pile them up and life can get pretty damn frustrating. The reason for having no money is due to a few different reasons. Lets look at this closer.
I need about $100 to pay for my phone and car insurance each month. I owe my dad around $50 for different miscellanious things. I also need about $130 to fix my car. Finally, I need around $200 to pay my parents back for prom. Altogether, thats about $480.
Now my parents told me as long as I gave them lots of prom pictures, they would pay me back for prom. I figured that I just wouldnt give them anything and we would call it even. That leaves $280. My past paycheck from last week was $237. I figured I would just give my dad that to pay for the car insurance, my phone bill and some of what I owe him. This would leave me only having to pay him back $43.
Cool right? Wrong.
Apparently they need money for bills, so my whole check went to paying for prom because I technically borrowed that money and they need it back. The other $37 went to paying back some of what I owe my dad. So I end up with no phone and my car is still broken.
When I try to re-install the software on my computer because I re-booted it (due to a virus) weeks earlier, I can not find the disc. A day after that, I loose my iPod. All the while I am having problems with girls (which is much too long to get into) and Im failing school.
The only thing I really was happy about was that I was in MTTF, playing synth and handeling the laptop during live performances. Mack wrote EVERYTHING, which sounds great and gets me excited. However, a couple days ago Mack said he was unsure if synth sounded right. So I end up with NOTHING.
A solution to all of this? There is one suprisingly.
I get my next paycheck next wednesday, which should be enough for my phone, car repairs and to pay back the rest of what i owe my dad. If my grandmas hosue sells in that week, I also get the $200 from the prom. Within that week, If I clean my room I should hopefully find the internet disc and my iPod. Mack said we can keep practicing and play a few shows to see how the synth works out. Maybe by then, I will work out all of my girl issues.
The reason for this long, descriptive blog is due to shortened classes at school, and Im eagerly waiting for the final bell to ring so I can go to B-dubz with Steve and Sammy.
Sorry if I bored you.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
It All Comes Together
I have no money, but thats ok because I think things are working out.
I learned stuff about someone, and I am starting somethig new with someone.
This could just turn into something.
I also need to be honest with someone.
Mack and I are working hard, trying to dedicate as much time as possible to music. It just sucks when you know certain friends dont support you. Oh well, all we can do is prove them wrong.
If I had $2000 I think I would be just perfect and content.
Aside from the fact that I have no idea what I'm going to do about school, or ff i'll have to repeat this year over.
My life is a jigsaw puzzle, and the pieces are coming together.
I want to see what the final picture is.
I learned stuff about someone, and I am starting somethig new with someone.
This could just turn into something.
I also need to be honest with someone.
Mack and I are working hard, trying to dedicate as much time as possible to music. It just sucks when you know certain friends dont support you. Oh well, all we can do is prove them wrong.
If I had $2000 I think I would be just perfect and content.
Aside from the fact that I have no idea what I'm going to do about school, or ff i'll have to repeat this year over.
My life is a jigsaw puzzle, and the pieces are coming together.
I want to see what the final picture is.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
I Am The Captain Of An Oil Tanker, Running Through Your Veins
I have come to realize how over rated a lot of things that people talk about and discuss are. For instance, the Swine Flu. Everyone and their grandma was worried about it, yet I dont really know anyone personal or in general that even had it in our area of Milwaukee..
I also heard around the news almost everyday leading up to April 1st about this virus that was supposed to take over computers, and how Microsoft had a $250,000 reward for whoever found out who had created the deadly virus. Sure enough, April 1st came and went and I still have heard anything about it. Its the end of May..
So many people are full of shit these days, and I have come to realize I see it more in teenage girls then anyone else.
Sometimes I start to think that guys may ACTUALLY care about relationships and things along those lines a lot more then girls do.
Now now, I know this sounds unrealistic because of how horny guys are and Im sure girls do get screwed over a lot, but at least my friends and I are genuine.....to a point ha. (everyone has their moments)
For example, about a few weeks ago two of my close friends and myself all got shitted on by girls we all had some sort of feelings for.
I gave a girl I liked (and thought liked me) a stuffed animal for her birthday. When we hung out, she barely even aknowledged me. I dont understand how someone can be so flirty and outgoing, then the next minute treat you like a complete stranger. Am I angry? Not at all. All I want is understanding.
One of my friends ex-girlfriends discussed having sex with him, both of them were virgins. She continually told him that she was not ready and that they should wait. Being the genuine guy that he is, he agreed to this. Months later when they talk about this again, she admits that she had done it with two differnt people in that waiting time period. He doesn't get pissed over this, but he is still very upset.
Finally, the same day that I saw the girl that I like, my friend and I drove to a dance to pick up the girl that he liked. We drove all the way to the school and waited in the parking lot at around 10:30 at night. As the people flood into the parking lot, my friends anticipation builds. He soon after recieves a text saying that she had no interest in coming with us, that she wanted to now go to Taco Bell with her friends. My friend didn't even get an invite to join her.
As I said before, I do not think that guys are in any way perfect, no one is. We are all merely humans.
But I personally feel that girls are becoming less emotional and caring, and this is a cause for concern.
I want to know for my friends and for myself if there are any girls that do care, and are mature enough to see other peoples feelings.
Where are you??
I also heard around the news almost everyday leading up to April 1st about this virus that was supposed to take over computers, and how Microsoft had a $250,000 reward for whoever found out who had created the deadly virus. Sure enough, April 1st came and went and I still have heard anything about it. Its the end of May..
So many people are full of shit these days, and I have come to realize I see it more in teenage girls then anyone else.
Sometimes I start to think that guys may ACTUALLY care about relationships and things along those lines a lot more then girls do.
Now now, I know this sounds unrealistic because of how horny guys are and Im sure girls do get screwed over a lot, but at least my friends and I are genuine.....to a point ha. (everyone has their moments)
For example, about a few weeks ago two of my close friends and myself all got shitted on by girls we all had some sort of feelings for.
I gave a girl I liked (and thought liked me) a stuffed animal for her birthday. When we hung out, she barely even aknowledged me. I dont understand how someone can be so flirty and outgoing, then the next minute treat you like a complete stranger. Am I angry? Not at all. All I want is understanding.
One of my friends ex-girlfriends discussed having sex with him, both of them were virgins. She continually told him that she was not ready and that they should wait. Being the genuine guy that he is, he agreed to this. Months later when they talk about this again, she admits that she had done it with two differnt people in that waiting time period. He doesn't get pissed over this, but he is still very upset.
Finally, the same day that I saw the girl that I like, my friend and I drove to a dance to pick up the girl that he liked. We drove all the way to the school and waited in the parking lot at around 10:30 at night. As the people flood into the parking lot, my friends anticipation builds. He soon after recieves a text saying that she had no interest in coming with us, that she wanted to now go to Taco Bell with her friends. My friend didn't even get an invite to join her.
As I said before, I do not think that guys are in any way perfect, no one is. We are all merely humans.
But I personally feel that girls are becoming less emotional and caring, and this is a cause for concern.
I want to know for my friends and for myself if there are any girls that do care, and are mature enough to see other peoples feelings.
Where are you??
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Excitement, Embarrassment, and Friendship
Im still recovering from the longest weekend ever.
THURSDAY
It all started when I got ungrounded from all my stuff. The penalty was I had to take my gauges out, which are basically closed up. Kinda sucks, but my car and phone are much more important.
At the end of the day, Mack picked me up and we (Mack, Jorden, Matt and I) drove around causing mischief and mayhem. We were bored, and decided it would be funny to fuck around with Tim as usual. We really couldnt decide what to actually do though.
Then it hit us. Put a shopping cart on his front lawn.
We drove to the Walgreens close to my house and stole one, then put it in his front lawn.
It was the funniest fucking thing ever to us at the time.
We dropped Jorden off, and found another cart along with four traffic cones to put on his lawn.
We decided to do this another night and I had Mack and Matt drop me off at home. I still heard them outside and I looked to discover that they had set the cart and traffic cones up on my lawn.
FUCK NO.
I drove to Macks, and set everything up on his and waited for him to arrive home. I laughed hard to myself as he pulled into his driveway.
I drove past shouting insults as I drove away, very pleased with myself.
FRIDAY
I wake up to find 12 traffic cones and a shopping cart on my front lawn, along with a text message from Mack reading "PWN3D".
This is a fucking war.
Mack was on summer vacation now so he was able to get me back. I skipped school and called Jorden who was also home for the day and told him what happened. We quickly formulated the plan that we would collect more things for Mack's lawn and drop them off for the ultimate ownage.
We drove around for about an hour, ending up with a total of 30 traffic cones, a yard sale sign, a shopping cart, and a flag from a golf course.
Jorden then called Mack, asking for a ride to the bank. Mack informed him that he was just getting ready in the bathroom. We sped there and quickly unloaded the great haul and set it up. Right when we were finished, Mack sees us in the window and is infuriated with what we have done. He walks out, impressed with the job.
Now what do we do with all of this stuff?
TIMS HOUSE.
We drive there and set it up, incredibly happy with what we have just done.
As we are driving to Jorden's house so we can get his checks, we run out of gas.
FUCKKKK. We walk to the gas station ten blocks away and buy a gas tank, then proceed to walk back.
After cashing the checks, filling up my tank and buying subway, we all split ways.
To keep it quick and simple, after this I went to the Greendale prom with my friend Lisa and was put until 3:30.
SATURDAY
The SBS show was good, but Snapdragon Records fucking sucks the way they set things up.
The show was fun though, getting to see a lot of people and playing 500 with a couple of the people from another band was great. We got some money to buy "juice" for a "get together" Steve was having at his house later on.
It was fun, and I got to know Tom (SBS' band manager) a lot better, super cool guy.
Sammy was hilarious. And incident with a girl happened with Tim and Jorden which I will not repeat, unless asked about privately (Although if you are friends with my friends yoyu already know)
No sleep at all.
SUNDAY
I spent the day doiong yard work (Cutting down a fucking bush and digging the root out).
My dad let me go out that night where I slept at Steve's once again for another "get together" with all the rest of the "juice".
There was a whole different crowd that night, and a girl from Steve's work along with her friend who was attractive. Being under a "sugar rush" along with everyone else, I got a little close with her. A very gross thing happened to her, which I again wont say because it is a bit private but you probably already know.
I went to Denny's with Mack and Tom, then returned to Steve's for no sleep.
MONDAY
STAYED HOME, DIDNT DO SHIT.
I cant decide how to say how I felt about this weekend. It was amazing, yet horrible at the same time.
I guess it all depends on your view on life and who's shoes you were in at the time.
THURSDAY
It all started when I got ungrounded from all my stuff. The penalty was I had to take my gauges out, which are basically closed up. Kinda sucks, but my car and phone are much more important.
At the end of the day, Mack picked me up and we (Mack, Jorden, Matt and I) drove around causing mischief and mayhem. We were bored, and decided it would be funny to fuck around with Tim as usual. We really couldnt decide what to actually do though.
Then it hit us. Put a shopping cart on his front lawn.
We drove to the Walgreens close to my house and stole one, then put it in his front lawn.
It was the funniest fucking thing ever to us at the time.
We dropped Jorden off, and found another cart along with four traffic cones to put on his lawn.
We decided to do this another night and I had Mack and Matt drop me off at home. I still heard them outside and I looked to discover that they had set the cart and traffic cones up on my lawn.
FUCK NO.
I drove to Macks, and set everything up on his and waited for him to arrive home. I laughed hard to myself as he pulled into his driveway.
I drove past shouting insults as I drove away, very pleased with myself.
FRIDAY
I wake up to find 12 traffic cones and a shopping cart on my front lawn, along with a text message from Mack reading "PWN3D".
This is a fucking war.
Mack was on summer vacation now so he was able to get me back. I skipped school and called Jorden who was also home for the day and told him what happened. We quickly formulated the plan that we would collect more things for Mack's lawn and drop them off for the ultimate ownage.
We drove around for about an hour, ending up with a total of 30 traffic cones, a yard sale sign, a shopping cart, and a flag from a golf course.
Jorden then called Mack, asking for a ride to the bank. Mack informed him that he was just getting ready in the bathroom. We sped there and quickly unloaded the great haul and set it up. Right when we were finished, Mack sees us in the window and is infuriated with what we have done. He walks out, impressed with the job.
Now what do we do with all of this stuff?
TIMS HOUSE.
We drive there and set it up, incredibly happy with what we have just done.
As we are driving to Jorden's house so we can get his checks, we run out of gas.
FUCKKKK. We walk to the gas station ten blocks away and buy a gas tank, then proceed to walk back.
After cashing the checks, filling up my tank and buying subway, we all split ways.
To keep it quick and simple, after this I went to the Greendale prom with my friend Lisa and was put until 3:30.
SATURDAY
The SBS show was good, but Snapdragon Records fucking sucks the way they set things up.
The show was fun though, getting to see a lot of people and playing 500 with a couple of the people from another band was great. We got some money to buy "juice" for a "get together" Steve was having at his house later on.
It was fun, and I got to know Tom (SBS' band manager) a lot better, super cool guy.
Sammy was hilarious. And incident with a girl happened with Tim and Jorden which I will not repeat, unless asked about privately (Although if you are friends with my friends yoyu already know)
No sleep at all.
SUNDAY
I spent the day doiong yard work (Cutting down a fucking bush and digging the root out).
My dad let me go out that night where I slept at Steve's once again for another "get together" with all the rest of the "juice".
There was a whole different crowd that night, and a girl from Steve's work along with her friend who was attractive. Being under a "sugar rush" along with everyone else, I got a little close with her. A very gross thing happened to her, which I again wont say because it is a bit private but you probably already know.
I went to Denny's with Mack and Tom, then returned to Steve's for no sleep.
MONDAY
STAYED HOME, DIDNT DO SHIT.
I cant decide how to say how I felt about this weekend. It was amazing, yet horrible at the same time.
I guess it all depends on your view on life and who's shoes you were in at the time.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Re-Birth
So I fucked up mpre then ever before.
Kicked out of school.
FML
I might have to re-do my Junior year, and no matter what I'm going to Bay View High School next year.
Its all my fault, but the sad thing is that I was expecting all of this, so I'm not really all that shocked.
Everything was going so great. I had my birthday, and right after that I got sick with the flu for almost a week. Right when I got better, I went to Florida with my class and had an amazing time. I got back and Saved By Stereo asked me to be their merch guy again and I said yeah. The following weekend after that, I went to both of their shows, and the big Fall Out Boy show.
Life has been great. Ive been seeing all of my friends more then ever and I feel closer then ever with Mack and Jorden.
Hell, I was even starting to talk to girls that seemed interested in me.
But then my school called my dad informing him I was failing all my classes and missing a huge final project. I was asked to finish the year and not return.
Dont get me wrong, I'm not stupid. Not to sound cocky at all, but I could be on the honor roll and everything. Ask my friends and family.
Its just hard when you have no motivation to actually DO good, and when you see no point.
Im also grounded from internet, friends, my car, and my phone.
Mack was going to start teaching me bass so I could maybe play in his band. Theres also a ton of shows coming up for SBS that I need to be at, not to mention summer vacation is right around the corner.
Maybe my parents will le me off easy eventually. Who knows.
All I know is Im starting over.
Kicked out of school.
FML
I might have to re-do my Junior year, and no matter what I'm going to Bay View High School next year.
Its all my fault, but the sad thing is that I was expecting all of this, so I'm not really all that shocked.
Everything was going so great. I had my birthday, and right after that I got sick with the flu for almost a week. Right when I got better, I went to Florida with my class and had an amazing time. I got back and Saved By Stereo asked me to be their merch guy again and I said yeah. The following weekend after that, I went to both of their shows, and the big Fall Out Boy show.
Life has been great. Ive been seeing all of my friends more then ever and I feel closer then ever with Mack and Jorden.
Hell, I was even starting to talk to girls that seemed interested in me.
But then my school called my dad informing him I was failing all my classes and missing a huge final project. I was asked to finish the year and not return.
Dont get me wrong, I'm not stupid. Not to sound cocky at all, but I could be on the honor roll and everything. Ask my friends and family.
Its just hard when you have no motivation to actually DO good, and when you see no point.
Im also grounded from internet, friends, my car, and my phone.
Mack was going to start teaching me bass so I could maybe play in his band. Theres also a ton of shows coming up for SBS that I need to be at, not to mention summer vacation is right around the corner.
Maybe my parents will le me off easy eventually. Who knows.
All I know is Im starting over.
Friday, April 24, 2009
Im Not Over
I forgot to blog last night, so I am goingto do it right now since I am bored in school with nothing else to do :]
I started off the day argueing with my mom about absolutly nothing. I headed off to school in a tired mood and slothed around from class to class, occasionally sleeping when nothing interesting was going on.
I was off from work once again and planned on hanging out with either Steve or Jorden after school, but first I drove Sammy to work. He gave me gas money, paid for my parking that day and bought us a pizza to share so that was really cool of him. I called my dad to tell him that I wanted to go out and he said it was cool as long as I finished cleaning the bathroom and as long as my mom had nothing for me to do. No problem at all.
I got home and cleaned the bathroom along with taking out the garbage, getting both done around the time that my mom and dad came home. Cool shit, I can go out now right? WRONG...
My mom was still pissed at me about the fight in the morning and said I couldnt do anything. This caused a bigger fight and we were feuding even worse. Whn I tried getting my dad involved, he said that it makes sense that I can't go out considering how long it took me to clean the bathroom. This really made me mad.
I did what I was asked. I had nothing else to do. Why couldn't they just let me go out? After much screaming back and forth, I decided to just go downstairs. I sat on my computer very upset.
Even though I couldn't hang out with any friends, I still wanted to go outside. It was BEAUTIFUL out. I grabbed my skateboard and iPod and headed out front to my street.
I had little confidence that I would be able to do anything. I was pretty decent when I used to skate I guess, but it had been a whole year.
To my suprise, listening to some Carolina Liar and skating really calmed me down. I even managed to get some of my old stuff down again. I decided to go inside and apologize. Maybe I'll even start skating again more.
When I went inside my mom had woken up from a nap and said she was sorry. I said I was too, I mean we were both only stressed out from being late that morning. When I went downstairs, my phone was ringing. Sam was calling to tell me that she got her license and that her and Kayla were coming to pick me up. It was nice seeing them since I hadn't seen them in so long. After like 20 minutes, they dropped me back off.
When I came inside, my mom sent me out to go get some food. I came home, ate, and went to sleep.
I guess the day turned out pretty decent, but nothing too exciting..
At least its getting earmer out!
I started off the day argueing with my mom about absolutly nothing. I headed off to school in a tired mood and slothed around from class to class, occasionally sleeping when nothing interesting was going on.
I was off from work once again and planned on hanging out with either Steve or Jorden after school, but first I drove Sammy to work. He gave me gas money, paid for my parking that day and bought us a pizza to share so that was really cool of him. I called my dad to tell him that I wanted to go out and he said it was cool as long as I finished cleaning the bathroom and as long as my mom had nothing for me to do. No problem at all.
I got home and cleaned the bathroom along with taking out the garbage, getting both done around the time that my mom and dad came home. Cool shit, I can go out now right? WRONG...
My mom was still pissed at me about the fight in the morning and said I couldnt do anything. This caused a bigger fight and we were feuding even worse. Whn I tried getting my dad involved, he said that it makes sense that I can't go out considering how long it took me to clean the bathroom. This really made me mad.
I did what I was asked. I had nothing else to do. Why couldn't they just let me go out? After much screaming back and forth, I decided to just go downstairs. I sat on my computer very upset.
Even though I couldn't hang out with any friends, I still wanted to go outside. It was BEAUTIFUL out. I grabbed my skateboard and iPod and headed out front to my street.
I had little confidence that I would be able to do anything. I was pretty decent when I used to skate I guess, but it had been a whole year.
To my suprise, listening to some Carolina Liar and skating really calmed me down. I even managed to get some of my old stuff down again. I decided to go inside and apologize. Maybe I'll even start skating again more.
When I went inside my mom had woken up from a nap and said she was sorry. I said I was too, I mean we were both only stressed out from being late that morning. When I went downstairs, my phone was ringing. Sam was calling to tell me that she got her license and that her and Kayla were coming to pick me up. It was nice seeing them since I hadn't seen them in so long. After like 20 minutes, they dropped me back off.
When I came inside, my mom sent me out to go get some food. I came home, ate, and went to sleep.
I guess the day turned out pretty decent, but nothing too exciting..
At least its getting earmer out!
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
NADA
I'm starting to wonder if anyone even read these blogs. Even if no one does read them , I enjoy writing them to look back on.
Today was the most uneventful day I have had in a long time. I stayed home from schooland work due to an upset stomach. All I really did was watch TV, download music and play videogames.
I realize that I haven't been working a lot lately which is bad. I get my paycheck this wednesday and all of that money is going to be used when I go to Florida with my class the Sunday after I get my check. This is why Im worried, BUT hopefully I can manage to have around $250 for the trip.
Right after that, I decided that I am going to put every paycheck I get in the bank. Yes I do want to buy numerous musical instruments and clothes. But I want a new car. I love my van so much and appreciate my parents for giving it to me, but I need an actual CAR. I drive past a used car lot on my way home everyday and they have some really nice ones for $4,000-$5,000. Maybe towards the end of summer I will actually get one. If I can manage to save my money that is.
To whoever DOES read my blogs (if anyone) sorry that this one was so plain. I promis tomorrow will be more exciting.
Today was the most uneventful day I have had in a long time. I stayed home from schooland work due to an upset stomach. All I really did was watch TV, download music and play videogames.
I realize that I haven't been working a lot lately which is bad. I get my paycheck this wednesday and all of that money is going to be used when I go to Florida with my class the Sunday after I get my check. This is why Im worried, BUT hopefully I can manage to have around $250 for the trip.
Right after that, I decided that I am going to put every paycheck I get in the bank. Yes I do want to buy numerous musical instruments and clothes. But I want a new car. I love my van so much and appreciate my parents for giving it to me, but I need an actual CAR. I drive past a used car lot on my way home everyday and they have some really nice ones for $4,000-$5,000. Maybe towards the end of summer I will actually get one. If I can manage to save my money that is.
To whoever DOES read my blogs (if anyone) sorry that this one was so plain. I promis tomorrow will be more exciting.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Bamboozled
SO today was amazing.
Ima skip the boreing school stuff because that doesnt matter. WHAT DOES MATTER IS...
BAMBOOZLE 09!
I saw:
Mercy Mercedes
Never Shout Never
The Cab
Forever The Sickest Kids
and We The Kings
I talked to Kyle Burns again from FTSK and he remembered me from summer. S00per cool dude, gave me a juice box and signed my van :]
Met various memebers from all the other bands as well. Lisa was so nice and bought me a NSN poster, which Christofer Drews signed =]
I nearly got KILLED when a girl landed on my head during We The Kings. I went deaf for like two seconds and heard a crack in my head = But when I bent down I got a WTK pick =D
I chilled with a TON of people (Mike, Jorden, Mark, Big Steve, Lisa, and many others).
Basically was one of the best concert experiences ever. Plus I met a lot of cool people.
Im tired as shit so Im gonna go eat food and watch movies til I pass out.
w00t! <3
Ima skip the boreing school stuff because that doesnt matter. WHAT DOES MATTER IS...
BAMBOOZLE 09!
I saw:
Mercy Mercedes
Never Shout Never
The Cab
Forever The Sickest Kids
and We The Kings
I talked to Kyle Burns again from FTSK and he remembered me from summer. S00per cool dude, gave me a juice box and signed my van :]
Met various memebers from all the other bands as well. Lisa was so nice and bought me a NSN poster, which Christofer Drews signed =]
I nearly got KILLED when a girl landed on my head during We The Kings. I went deaf for like two seconds and heard a crack in my head = But when I bent down I got a WTK pick =D
I chilled with a TON of people (Mike, Jorden, Mark, Big Steve, Lisa, and many others).
Basically was one of the best concert experiences ever. Plus I met a lot of cool people.
Im tired as shit so Im gonna go eat food and watch movies til I pass out.
w00t! <3
Monday, April 20, 2009
Just A Good Day
So today was back to school for everyone, no more spring break.
I was kinda worried about how it was going to go, but all in all it was pretty great.
I haven't seen Steve all of spring break and along with seeing him at school, we hung out together along with Jamie. I had a lot of fun, and it felt great to be seeing my best friend like normal again.
After school, Steve and I went to KFC for some food. We decided to go to McDonalds after to get a snack wrap. (Fat as hell, I know).
Anyways, when we are there this dude asks to use his phone. We hadnt ordered yet and were just chilling. The guy went on to say how he was stranded, and said thanks for letting him use our phone. He then mentioned that the McDonalds staff were unhappy that we did not order any food and we were "loitering".
This bitchy ass girl approaches us and says that we have to leave if we don't order anything.
I calmly stated that we had just came from KFC and we were waiting a little bit before we ordered more food. With a fucking attitude, she says that we should have waited at KFC because we were loitering.
This is RIDICULOUS. We come here ALL the time, spending much money and we are treated with this disrespect. This does not fly with me, and I begin to get snobbish.
Her manager (who had the crookedest teeth in existince) then approiached us saying that we had to leave immediantly. i said well ma'am, we would like two crispy, ranch snack wraps. She replies with a fat NO and waits for my response.
I showed her by storming out with "You just lost ourself a good four dollars of business lady". :]
To my suprise, the guy inside began to follow us out. I said come on bro, Ill give you a lift.
As Steve and I drove "Jorden" home, we learned much about him. He was a very strange guy, but he was incredibly polite and was pretty damn funny.
We then picked up Jamie and hung out at Steve's for a good three hours before actually returning her home. All this time, I was talking to Peter about buying his bass guitar, which I'm almost positive he agreed upon! =]]
After arriving home late and eating dinner with the fam. while watching Yes Man (GREAT fucking movie) I decided it was time for some internet convos, where I currently sit.
Maybe a cute girl will stir up an interesting convo?
Lets hope this great day comes to a great end ;]
I was kinda worried about how it was going to go, but all in all it was pretty great.
I haven't seen Steve all of spring break and along with seeing him at school, we hung out together along with Jamie. I had a lot of fun, and it felt great to be seeing my best friend like normal again.
After school, Steve and I went to KFC for some food. We decided to go to McDonalds after to get a snack wrap. (Fat as hell, I know).
Anyways, when we are there this dude asks to use his phone. We hadnt ordered yet and were just chilling. The guy went on to say how he was stranded, and said thanks for letting him use our phone. He then mentioned that the McDonalds staff were unhappy that we did not order any food and we were "loitering".
This bitchy ass girl approaches us and says that we have to leave if we don't order anything.
I calmly stated that we had just came from KFC and we were waiting a little bit before we ordered more food. With a fucking attitude, she says that we should have waited at KFC because we were loitering.
This is RIDICULOUS. We come here ALL the time, spending much money and we are treated with this disrespect. This does not fly with me, and I begin to get snobbish.
Her manager (who had the crookedest teeth in existince) then approiached us saying that we had to leave immediantly. i said well ma'am, we would like two crispy, ranch snack wraps. She replies with a fat NO and waits for my response.
I showed her by storming out with "You just lost ourself a good four dollars of business lady". :]
To my suprise, the guy inside began to follow us out. I said come on bro, Ill give you a lift.
As Steve and I drove "Jorden" home, we learned much about him. He was a very strange guy, but he was incredibly polite and was pretty damn funny.
We then picked up Jamie and hung out at Steve's for a good three hours before actually returning her home. All this time, I was talking to Peter about buying his bass guitar, which I'm almost positive he agreed upon! =]]
After arriving home late and eating dinner with the fam. while watching Yes Man (GREAT fucking movie) I decided it was time for some internet convos, where I currently sit.
Maybe a cute girl will stir up an interesting convo?
Lets hope this great day comes to a great end ;]
Sunday, April 19, 2009
The Flood
I woke up late again today...seven minutes before I had work. (Noon)
I jumped out of bed and put on deoderent/brushed my teeth, grabbing clothes on my way out the door. I sed down the freeway changing as I drove (DANGEROUS!)
I got there and work sucked as usual. I talked to my friends there and ate some food. Finally around 6:00 (long day huh?) I got to leave. I changed and headed out into the cold rain, which had been going on since I woke up this morning.
I decided that I would take the $30 I made in tips from the previous day to Southridge to buy some new gauges. When I got there, they were closed. Fuck..
I didn't mind too much, The Bamboozle Tour (We The Kings, Forever The Sickest Kids, Never SHour Never) is Tuesday, and I still need to buy my ticket. When I got home, I basically played Skate and downloaded music, along with chatting to a few people on Myspace.
A little later, I talked to Billy about numerous band things.
Now I am tired, and need to go to sleep. Sadly, Spring Break '09 has come to an end, although I cant complain because It was a lot of fun. School tomorrow will be easy and my birthday is in a week. Lets just hope the flood outside passes by sunrise.
I jumped out of bed and put on deoderent/brushed my teeth, grabbing clothes on my way out the door. I sed down the freeway changing as I drove (DANGEROUS!)
I got there and work sucked as usual. I talked to my friends there and ate some food. Finally around 6:00 (long day huh?) I got to leave. I changed and headed out into the cold rain, which had been going on since I woke up this morning.
I decided that I would take the $30 I made in tips from the previous day to Southridge to buy some new gauges. When I got there, they were closed. Fuck..
I didn't mind too much, The Bamboozle Tour (We The Kings, Forever The Sickest Kids, Never SHour Never) is Tuesday, and I still need to buy my ticket. When I got home, I basically played Skate and downloaded music, along with chatting to a few people on Myspace.
A little later, I talked to Billy about numerous band things.
Now I am tired, and need to go to sleep. Sadly, Spring Break '09 has come to an end, although I cant complain because It was a lot of fun. School tomorrow will be easy and my birthday is in a week. Lets just hope the flood outside passes by sunrise.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
I Love The Smell Of Rain
Who would of thought it was going to rain when they woke up this morning?
SERIOUSLY.
It was a good 75 degrees out at least this morning.
My mom woke me up early (10:00 am) to "clean up the yard", which basically consisted of cleaning up dog shit and picking up trash that somehow got behind our deck. I didnt mind it too much, it was a lot worse when I had five dogs. (I only have two now).
Afterwards, I drove to my Grandma's house to see my uncle. Tried to buy a car, but my unc;e is crazy in the brain and wouldn't lower the price for his dear ol' nephew.
Fuck it.
I had planned on going to a b-day party (which I heard was filled with drama), but instead had to work when the ass who was supposed to cover my shift changed his mind at the last minute.
Work was murder. We were busy all night and my back is still killing me from the 1000 lb bus bin I lug around.
I drove Sammy home once again around 10:00ish, a usual thing. We share a lot of funny conversations :]
I finally got home not too long ago. I am exhausted.
When I was talking to Billy on AIM, he said how he really wanted a girl friend, and thats made me realize how badly I want one.
Like, prom is coming up soon and I feel shitty as hell because I have no one to take.
I wish I had a cute, funny outgoing girl who liked me. But i dont know why that hasn't happened yet.
If you know me on any personal level at all, you know how many times I have been screwed over. Is it me? Or are the girls all just skanky, bitchy whores?
The world may never know...
SERIOUSLY.
It was a good 75 degrees out at least this morning.
My mom woke me up early (10:00 am) to "clean up the yard", which basically consisted of cleaning up dog shit and picking up trash that somehow got behind our deck. I didnt mind it too much, it was a lot worse when I had five dogs. (I only have two now).
Afterwards, I drove to my Grandma's house to see my uncle. Tried to buy a car, but my unc;e is crazy in the brain and wouldn't lower the price for his dear ol' nephew.
Fuck it.
I had planned on going to a b-day party (which I heard was filled with drama), but instead had to work when the ass who was supposed to cover my shift changed his mind at the last minute.
Work was murder. We were busy all night and my back is still killing me from the 1000 lb bus bin I lug around.
I drove Sammy home once again around 10:00ish, a usual thing. We share a lot of funny conversations :]
I finally got home not too long ago. I am exhausted.
When I was talking to Billy on AIM, he said how he really wanted a girl friend, and thats made me realize how badly I want one.
Like, prom is coming up soon and I feel shitty as hell because I have no one to take.
I wish I had a cute, funny outgoing girl who liked me. But i dont know why that hasn't happened yet.
If you know me on any personal level at all, you know how many times I have been screwed over. Is it me? Or are the girls all just skanky, bitchy whores?
The world may never know...
Friday, April 17, 2009
Waking Up Cold On A Warm Day
So I toss and turn throug out the night because I was too stupid to say yes when Jorden offered me a blanket. Around 8:00 am when I woke up for the fourth time, I decided it best to lean over the giant snoring behemoth. I got semi cozy and drifted back to sleep.
When I woke up not too long after (around 11:30) Jorden was on the computer and Alex (Jorden's 16 year old brother) was standing over me. We all sort of sat around just listening to music, telling Alex that he would look br00tal as hell if he started to wear metal band tee-shirts (He already has a full beard).
We are all hungry so we stop at my house where I can get changed, and proceed to Southridge. First things first, we went to Hot Topic to find Alex a decent shirt.
LUCKILY, they had a Winds Of Plague one for like $8.00. NOICE!
Then we each got some China Max.
Very filling.
Having eaten our weight in Chinese food, we went to starship to look at gauges and tattoos.
There are these three lame, gay kids looking at bongs and pipes. On the way out, they are backing out and ram into the huge trailer that is outside of Starship.
I felt that It was my duty to proceed down the road after them to alert them that they had mangled their license plate in the backing-into-the-trailer incident. They rolled down their windows and were like "HUH?", looking at me as though I'm a fucking idiot.
For the record, It was absolutly beautiful out today. I tried getting off of work today for two main reasons.
1. It was really nice out. B-E-A-U-T-I-FUCKING-F-U-L.
2. Greg Michaels (Head honcho manager guy) was coming into work.
I called Tim, a great guy who usually picks up my shifts, but he was at his other job. I called Amanda, a strange girl who is rarely there. Didnt cover it. My last resort was Chris. He too let me down.
I dropped off my friends, and headed sadly to work.
To make it short and simple (unlike the rest of this blog) work sucked bawlz and I didnt get out until way later at night (around 9:00). I was going to head out to meet up with Jorden and some other people when Sammy told me he would buy me a steak dinner if I were to take him home.
This was an offer I could NOT refuse.
Getting him home took a while as we drover around. I didnt even get to Peters house to meet up with everyone until 11:00ish. When everyone left, Jorden asks for a ride.
I make my way back to Jordens house and race home, arriving at MIDNIGHT. Dad aint too happy.
Now I sit downstairs, as usual doing nothing. I have great hopes for tomorrow, as there are some plans.
As for today......my back is killing me.
When I woke up not too long after (around 11:30) Jorden was on the computer and Alex (Jorden's 16 year old brother) was standing over me. We all sort of sat around just listening to music, telling Alex that he would look br00tal as hell if he started to wear metal band tee-shirts (He already has a full beard).
We are all hungry so we stop at my house where I can get changed, and proceed to Southridge. First things first, we went to Hot Topic to find Alex a decent shirt.
LUCKILY, they had a Winds Of Plague one for like $8.00. NOICE!
Then we each got some China Max.
Very filling.
Having eaten our weight in Chinese food, we went to starship to look at gauges and tattoos.
There are these three lame, gay kids looking at bongs and pipes. On the way out, they are backing out and ram into the huge trailer that is outside of Starship.
I felt that It was my duty to proceed down the road after them to alert them that they had mangled their license plate in the backing-into-the-trailer incident. They rolled down their windows and were like "HUH?", looking at me as though I'm a fucking idiot.
For the record, It was absolutly beautiful out today. I tried getting off of work today for two main reasons.
1. It was really nice out. B-E-A-U-T-I-FUCKING-F-U-L.
2. Greg Michaels (Head honcho manager guy) was coming into work.
I called Tim, a great guy who usually picks up my shifts, but he was at his other job. I called Amanda, a strange girl who is rarely there. Didnt cover it. My last resort was Chris. He too let me down.
I dropped off my friends, and headed sadly to work.
To make it short and simple (unlike the rest of this blog) work sucked bawlz and I didnt get out until way later at night (around 9:00). I was going to head out to meet up with Jorden and some other people when Sammy told me he would buy me a steak dinner if I were to take him home.
This was an offer I could NOT refuse.
Getting him home took a while as we drover around. I didnt even get to Peters house to meet up with everyone until 11:00ish. When everyone left, Jorden asks for a ride.
I make my way back to Jordens house and race home, arriving at MIDNIGHT. Dad aint too happy.
Now I sit downstairs, as usual doing nothing. I have great hopes for tomorrow, as there are some plans.
As for today......my back is killing me.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Today was strange.
I woke up extremely late once again. I began downloading things immediatly as usual, still stoked about my new iPod. Burning The Masses is always great.
Today (April 16th) happened to Alex Kase's 17th birthday. Me and her have known each other a long time and have gone through many different phases with each other. I love her to death though. I told her we were going to hang out. On the way to her house, I stopped to get her a case of rootbeer and a card. Im pretty sure she loved it. We proceeded to Taco Bell and began catching up. I realized how much I missed her when I was later dropping her off, and I really hope I get to see her more.
She doesnt even live that far.
I went to work at 4:00. It wasn't a bad day really. Our district manager guy is coming into work tomorrow (HUGE DOUCHE FAG) so our manager basically made us clean EVERYTHING. I pretty much got the best job ever. Walk around outside on this beautiful 70 degree day and pick up trash.
It was great.
Wall-E calls me in the middle and asks me to hang out. (around 8:00)
Im like sure bro what're we gonna do.
He goes on to to tell me how Mack (one of my best friends) is having a bonfire and all of SBS (Saved By Stero) is there, plus more.
WOW...
When I actually ask Mack about it, he goes on to say "Oh dude totally come."
This is going to be awkward.
They are pissed because I'm not as supportive and I was talking "shit" about their style, saying how they just want to be famous and sell-out.
I did say all that.....But in different context.
I was venting because they did not call me once all week of spring break.
Yes, they HAVE been getting up early to go to the studio and what not, but they get off around 5:00. Theres no reason my BEST FRIENDS cant call me. And its not just now, i have felt this way for quite a while anyways. I have fallen out of the group. I feel like shit and want to cry, things arent they way they used to be at all. Half of them hate me. Understandable.
But not really.
We did some crazy shit which I wont mention, but its whatevv.
I guess we will see what happens with that.
Now Im with Jorden. Im somewhere where I like to be and feel comfortable. We will probably leave for Denny's later just to chill.
Im hopeing everything goes for the best.
I hate feeling sad and pissed at the same time. Bad combo.
I woke up extremely late once again. I began downloading things immediatly as usual, still stoked about my new iPod. Burning The Masses is always great.
Today (April 16th) happened to Alex Kase's 17th birthday. Me and her have known each other a long time and have gone through many different phases with each other. I love her to death though. I told her we were going to hang out. On the way to her house, I stopped to get her a case of rootbeer and a card. Im pretty sure she loved it. We proceeded to Taco Bell and began catching up. I realized how much I missed her when I was later dropping her off, and I really hope I get to see her more.
She doesnt even live that far.
I went to work at 4:00. It wasn't a bad day really. Our district manager guy is coming into work tomorrow (HUGE DOUCHE FAG) so our manager basically made us clean EVERYTHING. I pretty much got the best job ever. Walk around outside on this beautiful 70 degree day and pick up trash.
It was great.
Wall-E calls me in the middle and asks me to hang out. (around 8:00)
Im like sure bro what're we gonna do.
He goes on to to tell me how Mack (one of my best friends) is having a bonfire and all of SBS (Saved By Stero) is there, plus more.
WOW...
When I actually ask Mack about it, he goes on to say "Oh dude totally come."
This is going to be awkward.
They are pissed because I'm not as supportive and I was talking "shit" about their style, saying how they just want to be famous and sell-out.
I did say all that.....But in different context.
I was venting because they did not call me once all week of spring break.
Yes, they HAVE been getting up early to go to the studio and what not, but they get off around 5:00. Theres no reason my BEST FRIENDS cant call me. And its not just now, i have felt this way for quite a while anyways. I have fallen out of the group. I feel like shit and want to cry, things arent they way they used to be at all. Half of them hate me. Understandable.
But not really.
We did some crazy shit which I wont mention, but its whatevv.
I guess we will see what happens with that.
Now Im with Jorden. Im somewhere where I like to be and feel comfortable. We will probably leave for Denny's later just to chill.
Im hopeing everything goes for the best.
I hate feeling sad and pissed at the same time. Bad combo.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Here Is The Lowdown
I have so much to say, and even though you may see me usually speaking my mind, I dont say everything.
Basically Im going to try to write in this everyday. Judge me if you will, I dont care.
Im in the middle of spring break and I couldn't be having more fun. Besides the fact that I work everyday (which isnt even that bad) I've been chilling with people everyday. The funny thing is, they aren't the usual people that you would see me with.
I woke up (around 1:00) and cashed my check and bought myself a fancy 120gb iPod. Been waiting forever for this. SO ecstatic, the cashier was smiling at how happy I was. I went home and added all my songs and videos to it right away, which made me late for work AS USUAL. Boreing ass day there, but Sammy gave me a few good laughs. I think I made like $15 in tips. Shitty..
After work (around 8:00) I proceeded to Chelsea's house to meet up with her and Jorden. I really needed that. I haven't hung out with Chelsea in forever, especially where we just walked around and talked. It reminded me a lot of how we used to hang out. Im hoping we hang out more like that. I took Jorden home around 11:00. We've been chilling non-stop all break and I'm glad. Definately one of my best bros.
Now Im sitting here bored off my ass. People dont really talk to me on Myspace anymore, I really cant tell if thats a good thing or a bad thing. At least this sort of occupies my time. Xbox got boreing after a while =/
Im hoping tomorrow is going to be as good as the past few days have been. The only thing I wish is that I had was more money, but that doesn't even ruin the great times I've been having.
Maybe if I wasn't so tired I'd right a whole page telling you about myself. Fuck that for now.
Basically Im going to try to write in this everyday. Judge me if you will, I dont care.
Im in the middle of spring break and I couldn't be having more fun. Besides the fact that I work everyday (which isnt even that bad) I've been chilling with people everyday. The funny thing is, they aren't the usual people that you would see me with.
I woke up (around 1:00) and cashed my check and bought myself a fancy 120gb iPod. Been waiting forever for this. SO ecstatic, the cashier was smiling at how happy I was. I went home and added all my songs and videos to it right away, which made me late for work AS USUAL. Boreing ass day there, but Sammy gave me a few good laughs. I think I made like $15 in tips. Shitty..
After work (around 8:00) I proceeded to Chelsea's house to meet up with her and Jorden. I really needed that. I haven't hung out with Chelsea in forever, especially where we just walked around and talked. It reminded me a lot of how we used to hang out. Im hoping we hang out more like that. I took Jorden home around 11:00. We've been chilling non-stop all break and I'm glad. Definately one of my best bros.
Now Im sitting here bored off my ass. People dont really talk to me on Myspace anymore, I really cant tell if thats a good thing or a bad thing. At least this sort of occupies my time. Xbox got boreing after a while =/
Im hoping tomorrow is going to be as good as the past few days have been. The only thing I wish is that I had was more money, but that doesn't even ruin the great times I've been having.
Maybe if I wasn't so tired I'd right a whole page telling you about myself. Fuck that for now.
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