Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Recovery

The past week has been pretty hard on me, but things have actually been getting a lot better.

Some of the bad things include girls, my window being randomly smashed and not having money, but I have been optimistic and things have been working out great.

We sold my grandma's house (who lives with me because of having dementia) which gave my family a bunch of money since we put so much work into everything. My mom was amazingly nice and decided to pay for my window and car repairs which came up to about $250. She also said she would pay me back the money that I used for prom which is $200 although I owe them about $100. Also, the other day she bought me a Honda Spree (moped) which cost $600 and I will be getting it on Wednesday. I just have to slowly pay her back.

So all my money problems are solved, at least for now.

I have been hanging out with all of my friends more than I ever have before and it has been great. Not to mention I have more confidence than ever when it comes to girls.

Even though it has been hard, I constantly told myself to be optimistic which worked even better than I could EVER imagine. Im becoming more and more happy with each passing day.

Lets hope this continues!

Monday, June 8, 2009

100 Facts

Despite the fact that the school year is about to be over, I still cant pay attention or do any of my work. Since I am so bored and I have 45 minutes left of class, I am going to share 100 random facts about me.

1. My full name is James Walter Suchorski.
2. My throat hurts when I swallow and I dont know why.
3. I drive wrecklessly.
4. I get bored really easily.
5. I crack my knuckles constantly.
6. I usually wear the same pair of jeans for days and days.
7. When I eat, I usually eat a lot more then I really need to.
8. I have really bad sinus problems.
9. I loose things easily.
10. I never get enough sleep.
11. Im smart enough to get a 4.0, but Im really lazy and I never apply myself.
12. I make random faces/noises at people and I dont know why.
13. I have no clue what I want to be when Im older.
14. I have a huge desire to have some sort of musical talent.
15. I really want to be in a band.
16. Sometimes I think about joining the Army or Marines.
17. Im republican.
18. Im atheist.
19. I think abortion is a crime no matter what the situation is.
20. I hate animal abuse.
21. I used to be really into theater.
22. I've honestly never smoked weed or done any drug.
23. I'm still a virgin.
24. I have only had one seriouse relationship.
25. I get lonely a lot.
26. I'm depressed a lot of the time.
27. I get annoyed easily.
28. My friends get on my nerves a lot for the smalles reasons.
29. I almost always am carrying something to drink with me.
30. The movie Superbad is the story of my life.
31. Im really neurotic.
32. I change my mind about everything.
33. Im very confident.
34. I can easily put people in their place.
35. I always get people back.
36. Im very protective over my family, friends and belongings.
37. I love going to shows.
38. I miss having gauges.
39. I always fall for people right away.
40. I flirt a lot.
41. I have a space van.
42. I like throwing things at people.
43. I usually take things to far.
44. Theres always something that hurts on my body.
45. Im pretty clumsy sometimes.
46. I like videogames.
47. I hate when I text a lot of people and no one replies.
48. I just started useing Twitter, and I like it a lot.
49. I hate when people dont blog or update me on what they're doing/have been up to.
50. I really like partying.
51. Owl City is my favorite band.
52. A Day To Remember is a close second.
53. I literally listen to everything.
54. I hate douche bag guys at parties.
55. I wish I had enough money to shop at Abercrombie & Fitch.
56. All my time in high school so far has been wasted.
57. I love eating at Taco Bell, Subway and Outback Steakhouse.
58. Oh yeah, cant forget B-Dubzz.
59. I love my group of friends.
60. Im happy summer is 3 days away.
61. I most likely will spend over $300 on shows by the end of this year.
62. I want a sexy small car for summer.
63. I want to go swimming right now.
64. I have a large stuffed animal collection.
65. I wish I could carry around a boom box and blast music wherever I go.
66. I like playing with airsoft guns.
67. I like to wrestle and play fight with my friends.
68. I get really competitive.
69. I have worked at Outback Steakhouse for over a year now.
70. I have ten minutes to finish this.
71. I hate not getting my way.
72. I talk back a lot.
73. I dont take shit from people.
74. I cry.
75. I love Mexican food.
76. My favorite color is purple.
77. I want to go to Christmas Mountain for 10 days.
78. I can't wait for the drive-in.
79. I miss Florida.
80. I love my dogs.
81. I miss my other dogs.
82. I dont want to go to Bay View High School next year.
83. I really want to go to South Milwaukee High School next year.
84. I plan on going to college.
85. I plan on getting married.
86. Part of me thinks one way or another I'll be famous one day.
87. Im the most outgoing person that you will ever meet in your life.
88. I judge people.
89. Im very emotional.
90. I like to make people laugh.
91. I pull pranks on people a lot.
92. I like to talk a lot and tell stories.
93. I have too many stories to even count.
94. I wish I was good at skateboarding.
95. Sometimes I wish I worked somewhere else.
96. I really need money.
97. I get jealous easily.
98. I have little or no fear.
99. I have trouble believing people sometimes.
100. Im pretty sure you will either love me or hate me.

I got all that down, and I still have about three minutes to spare. Im so bored it is unbelievable. I will probably make another list like this soon.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Upz and Downz

I've been pretty back and forth with everything lately.

Happy then sad, constantly back and forth not knowing how I really end up feeling. Here is just a list of some things that have been troubling me lately:

-I lost my iPod
-Failing school
-No money at all
-Girls being bitchy/skanky/shady etc..
-Car troubles
-No phone/texting
-Possibly not being a part of Mack to the Future (MTTF)
-Having no internet due to the fact that its wireless and I lost the disc to download the software in order for it to work.

Although these things aren't really that major by themselves, pile them up and life can get pretty damn frustrating. The reason for having no money is due to a few different reasons. Lets look at this closer.

I need about $100 to pay for my phone and car insurance each month. I owe my dad around $50 for different miscellanious things. I also need about $130 to fix my car. Finally, I need around $200 to pay my parents back for prom. Altogether, thats about $480.

Now my parents told me as long as I gave them lots of prom pictures, they would pay me back for prom. I figured that I just wouldnt give them anything and we would call it even. That leaves $280. My past paycheck from last week was $237. I figured I would just give my dad that to pay for the car insurance, my phone bill and some of what I owe him. This would leave me only having to pay him back $43.

Cool right? Wrong.

Apparently they need money for bills, so my whole check went to paying for prom because I technically borrowed that money and they need it back. The other $37 went to paying back some of what I owe my dad. So I end up with no phone and my car is still broken.

When I try to re-install the software on my computer because I re-booted it (due to a virus) weeks earlier, I can not find the disc. A day after that, I loose my iPod. All the while I am having problems with girls (which is much too long to get into) and Im failing school.

The only thing I really was happy about was that I was in MTTF, playing synth and handeling the laptop during live performances. Mack wrote EVERYTHING, which sounds great and gets me excited. However, a couple days ago Mack said he was unsure if synth sounded right. So I end up with NOTHING.

A solution to all of this? There is one suprisingly.

I get my next paycheck next wednesday, which should be enough for my phone, car repairs and to pay back the rest of what i owe my dad. If my grandmas hosue sells in that week, I also get the $200 from the prom. Within that week, If I clean my room I should hopefully find the internet disc and my iPod. Mack said we can keep practicing and play a few shows to see how the synth works out. Maybe by then, I will work out all of my girl issues.

The reason for this long, descriptive blog is due to shortened classes at school, and Im eagerly waiting for the final bell to ring so I can go to B-dubz with Steve and Sammy.

Sorry if I bored you.