Today was strange.

I woke up extremely late once again. I began downloading things immediatly as usual, still stoked about my new iPod. Burning The Masses is always great.

Today (April 16th) happened to Alex Kase's 17th birthday. Me and her have known each other a long time and have gone through many different phases with each other. I love her to death though. I told her we were going to hang out. On the way to her house, I stopped to get her a case of rootbeer and a card. Im pretty sure she loved it. We proceeded to Taco Bell and began catching up. I realized how much I missed her when I was later dropping her off, and I really hope I get to see her more.

She doesnt even live that far.

I went to work at 4:00. It wasn't a bad day really. Our district manager guy is coming into work tomorrow (HUGE DOUCHE FAG) so our manager basically made us clean EVERYTHING. I pretty much got the best job ever. Walk around outside on this beautiful 70 degree day and pick up trash.

It was great.

Wall-E calls me in the middle and asks me to hang out. (around 8:00)
Im like sure bro what're we gonna do.

He goes on to to tell me how Mack (one of my best friends) is having a bonfire and all of SBS (Saved By Stero) is there, plus more.

WOW...

When I actually ask Mack about it, he goes on to say "Oh dude totally come."

This is going to be awkward.

They are pissed because I'm not as supportive and I was talking "shit" about their style, saying how they just want to be famous and sell-out.

I did say all that.....But in different context.
I was venting because they did not call me once all week of spring break.

Yes, they HAVE been getting up early to go to the studio and what not, but they get off around 5:00. Theres no reason my BEST FRIENDS cant call me. And its not just now, i have felt this way for quite a while anyways. I have fallen out of the group. I feel like shit and want to cry, things arent they way they used to be at all. Half of them hate me. Understandable.

But not really.

We did some crazy shit which I wont mention, but its whatevv.
I guess we will see what happens with that.

Now Im with Jorden. Im somewhere where I like to be and feel comfortable. We will probably leave for Denny's later just to chill.

Im hopeing everything goes for the best.

I hate feeling sad and pissed at the same time. Bad combo.