Upz and Downz

I've been pretty back and forth with everything lately.

Happy then sad, constantly back and forth not knowing how I really end up feeling. Here is just a list of some things that have been troubling me lately:

-I lost my iPod
-Failing school
-No money at all
-Girls being bitchy/skanky/shady etc..
-Car troubles
-No phone/texting
-Possibly not being a part of Mack to the Future (MTTF)
-Having no internet due to the fact that its wireless and I lost the disc to download the software in order for it to work.

Although these things aren't really that major by themselves, pile them up and life can get pretty damn frustrating. The reason for having no money is due to a few different reasons. Lets look at this closer.

I need about $100 to pay for my phone and car insurance each month. I owe my dad around $50 for different miscellanious things. I also need about $130 to fix my car. Finally, I need around $200 to pay my parents back for prom. Altogether, thats about $480.

Now my parents told me as long as I gave them lots of prom pictures, they would pay me back for prom. I figured that I just wouldnt give them anything and we would call it even. That leaves $280. My past paycheck from last week was $237. I figured I would just give my dad that to pay for the car insurance, my phone bill and some of what I owe him. This would leave me only having to pay him back $43.

Cool right? Wrong.

Apparently they need money for bills, so my whole check went to paying for prom because I technically borrowed that money and they need it back. The other $37 went to paying back some of what I owe my dad. So I end up with no phone and my car is still broken.

When I try to re-install the software on my computer because I re-booted it (due to a virus) weeks earlier, I can not find the disc. A day after that, I loose my iPod. All the while I am having problems with girls (which is much too long to get into) and Im failing school.

The only thing I really was happy about was that I was in MTTF, playing synth and handeling the laptop during live performances. Mack wrote EVERYTHING, which sounds great and gets me excited. However, a couple days ago Mack said he was unsure if synth sounded right. So I end up with NOTHING.

A solution to all of this? There is one suprisingly.

I get my next paycheck next wednesday, which should be enough for my phone, car repairs and to pay back the rest of what i owe my dad. If my grandmas hosue sells in that week, I also get the $200 from the prom. Within that week, If I clean my room I should hopefully find the internet disc and my iPod. Mack said we can keep practicing and play a few shows to see how the synth works out. Maybe by then, I will work out all of my girl issues.

The reason for this long, descriptive blog is due to shortened classes at school, and Im eagerly waiting for the final bell to ring so I can go to B-dubz with Steve and Sammy.

Sorry if I bored you.